Man, married life is great. Still not sure if my feet have hit the ground as of yet...hey give a girl a break it hasn't even been a month yet! :) But then maybe they have. Maybe, I am already past that and am knee deep. Oh shoot I just don't know!
Let's see, in the past month I have been:
- So, so, sooo, SOOOOO Happy. So happy I cry. Cry at nothing but just mere thoughts. Crying leads to emotional messiness. But it is all good emotionalness (is that even a word?! prolly not!). But then sometimes, I am so happy I am almost sad. Like for instance, the week after we got home from the wedding the Hubs had to work a lot. I would sit and day dream about him constantly - then start crying because I missed him so much. I just wanted to snuggle up in his arms and melt away. See, so happy I was sad?!
- I can NOT sleep. The Hubs sometimes works until late (after bedtime late), and I can't sleep til he is home. Home safe and sound, preferably next to me in bed! Then of course this little lady is eX-hausted at work the next day. TIRED! Even when he is home, all I want to do is be close and be where he is - thus staying up later than I normally would. If you don't know already I love me some sleep - in a bad way!
Is there such thing as a 'post-wedding depression' like state, but it isn't a sad state?! A post something-or-another state? Did anyone else go through this?! I can't be alone....can I? I hope not!
Maybe we just need to go on our honeymoon, which we will soon.... I hope! (The joys of new jobs, waiting before taking tons of PTO). Full week of nothing but lovey-dovey, fun-in-the-sun time! Oh how I could use that in my life about now!
Something else totally unrelated to wedded bliss....but yet another bump in my little road. I love everyone who comments on my blog, it is such a great little community (I am sure you all feel the same way! If you are a blogger of course) It is like a full range of girlfriends I never knew I needed right there to lend suggestions or advice or laughs when you need it! I of course hop over and get lost in your blogs for hours...man you guys are soo inspirational and fun! I always add myself as a "follower" cuz a girl has got to keep up, never enough blogs to read or comments to post. But I feel left out when they don't add me? Dang-it. Why am I being so emotional and whiny. Ok, I am over it now. pheew, sorry bout all that!
Oh and I SWEAR (cross my heart hope to die) I am NOT preggers!!! I SWEAR! So don't suggest it! :)
Maybe I just need a full week away form work....Man that would be nice! Our Chicago reception is in a week and that will be a great night, maybe that is what was missing - celebration with our friends who couldn't make it?!
Do you guys have any great summer vacations planned???
Sorry still obsessed with our wedding pics!